hi friends ,ape sapke vicha pare par mae ussae sahmat nahi kuki lfe mae itnae zatkae kha chuki hu ki ab mae un puranae friends ko kabhi life mae entry nahi dena chati hu .i m happy in my small family ,ny hubi n little kid.before marriage i m involoved in a guy ,bare bare vade sune,par actual situation  aaye to usnae family kae bare bare farz ki dhuayae de kar mujhae akela chor diya .kitnae dino tak roi ,kitna pareshan hui,moot kae karib ja kar bhi dekh liya.phir kuch saal baad usi darpook nae kisi aur girl sae love marrige kar le.aaj mujhae 1 bahut understanding partner mil gaya hae .vo b meri past life kae bare mae sab jantae hae .sab kuch hae mere pass par phir bhi ek bechani se hae kuki vo insan jisnae mujhae akelapan diya tha vo aaj bhi khush hae ,mai usae usi akelepan mae dekhna chati hu.chati hu ki koi uska apna bhi usa dhokha de taki vo us dard ko samhae sakhe.samhae paye ki kisi insan ka vishvas torna kitna galat hae.1 murder sae bhi bara crime.pata nahi mujhae kab shanti mila ge.  

kABhi kabhi yeh soochti hu kya hum modernism kae naam par itnae practical hte jaa rahe hae ki hamere liye kisi kae immotions ki koi value nahi rah gayi hae.i have some friends in my life in the past par na jane kyo aaj saath nahi hae .pata nahi life ki zimadariyo mae kahi kho gaye ya unhae meri friendship mae koi profit nazar nahi aaya.kya aaj kalhar rishta profit loss mae kahi khogaya hae.`

hi ,i m ashlolo,dear friend's i forget my passward so lost previous account.pls connect with me on this new blog.